Pang 1

I have been asked to keep a journal or blog so here goes, it may sound extreme because all that occurs in my life lately is. After two surgeries on my gut confounded by a bunch of Doctors Moliere would have loved to mock for their stupidity and pride, I am now left wracked with pain, suffering, puking and crapping all the time...so much so I have hold myself up in my apt afraid to face the outside world...now even SSTA is messing with me, I can't take this anymore...I called Dr. Erickson 3 times this weekend but no answer, he doesn't care at all. I am so depressed so this is how this begins I guess...all I wanted after this horrible surgery was friends to help me distract myself and a little help for when it gets really bad...I got neither...FAHC created my health problems, now they treat me like some dope fiend criminal...