Thursday, November 26, 2009

MobileMe Gallery - SHARIK

MobileMe Gallery - SHARIK

Happy Thanksgiving!

Peace
Paul J Soychak
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802 497 4109
Http://paulsoychak.com

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Halloween Blues




you will never believe this...I had a blind date to go to Higher Ground and they came, called me (said would be here at "around 10") from down the road at 9:55 p and I said "okay I just gotta brush my teeth and I will be down...I spent the entire day cleaning so the house would be nice and they pick me up on the fly by and are early and angry because I just need to brush me teeth and TAKE OFF...no words, just hangs up and leaves when I say "Okay, just gotta brush my teeth and I will be down" and hangs up and then won't answer...never ever said anything about being rushed and was early...talk about a mistake eh? Can you imagine a date with someone who cannot wait when they are early or god forbid just come in and meet me so I can brush my teeth WHEN THEY WERE EARLY and I went outside after I brushed them, it was dead on 10 pm (got it on my phone) and they were gone...So I am all dressed up with no where to go...any ideas???? wanna come???Love and Happy Halloween and Phew on that one huh? Imagine an evening with THAT...egad...hope you are well LovePaul

Thursday, June 18, 2009

FAHC

Yet again, FAHC lets me down...it this some sort of organizational arrogance~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

letting one down...


why do people let you down so often?

Sunday, May 24, 2009

today...














Still moping about my selfish friend Steph, but a bbq tomorrow to see my nephews will be fun...Marc Awodey wants me to write these things down, but right now they are raw...so keep posted!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

been a while...

Yet another friend let me down today...why do people let me down so often I can almost count on being let down?  It really hurt...and now I am left wondering why...deleted them from my friends on facebook, petty maybe, but it reminds me of the people who disappoint me...oh well, another disappointment...

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Pang 1

I have been asked to keep a journal or blog so here goes, it may sound extreme because all that occurs in my life lately is. After two surgeries on my gut confounded by a bunch of Doctors Moliere would have loved to mock for their stupidity and pride, I am now left wracked with pain, suffering, puking and crapping all the time...so much so I have hold myself up in my apt afraid to face the outside world...now even SSTA is messing with me, I can't take this anymore...I called Dr. Erickson 3 times this weekend but no answer, he doesn't care at all. I am so depressed so this is how this begins I guess...all I wanted after this horrible surgery was friends to help me distract myself and a little help for when it gets really bad...I got neither...FAHC created my health problems, now they treat me like some dope fiend criminal...